I am doing something amazing! October 23, 2013 170

I...am walking! Outside! During the daytime! Where there are people!

I know it does not sound like anything, but really it is. I walk all the time, at night that is.

I started walking with my mom at my local park, (forest with maintained paths). Then one day...I decided to go walking before the sun went down. The rest is history.

Speaking of, I am going out right now.

Just some random pics... October 22, 2013 170

I have nothing to say today. My brain is blank. So here are some random pics

My flowering Crab Apple

Poppies from the side of my house

Felix the purring cat

Milo and R. (behind Milo)

Frodo and Samwise (have since passed on)

Queen Charlie (I got her from the SPCA when she was 5, and she lived for another 15 years)

Milo, Felix and Trouble (in the basket)

Milo (the big guy is mine)and Peanut (mom's dog)

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde October 21, 2013 171.8

I was good for most of the day, then evening happened...

I decided I wanted to have a cheat day. OK, not a good idea!

I have got to learn how to do this better. I need to be able to have treats without eating like tomorow is the end of the world. Ok, I didnt eat thaaaat much, but I wanted to.

Its like I have two speeds. One is I am on a diet, dont even think of deviating from my diet. Then there is the other me. The one with no stop. Eat until my stomach hurts. Thats the one that needs work. If I cant control my Mr Hyde, I will just gain my weight back.

People that have motivated me so far.... October 18, 2013 171

I started thinking last night of the people who have helped me on my fat loss journey (85 lbs so far). I decided to make a list...


Me and my blog
Shaycarl 
Diane from Fit to the Finish
Life as I know it
My son

Its a short list I know, but the impact that they have had is awesome.

So I am sending out a big THANK YOU! to them and lots of cyber hugs too!

Finally! October 17, 2013 173

I finally cancelled my internet service with Rogers! I have been saying I was going to do that for months, but I could not get the gumption to do it. I hate calling a call center and fighting. It makes me anxious and sick. Weird I know.

I wont go on and on about how much I hate them, or how bad I feel they have treated me over the last the last year, but you can imagine.

Anyhoo....I feel like crap today. I dont know why either. I think I am getting stress headaches, and my blood sugar may be too low. No idea.

I am also being a complete lazy bum today. Because I am feeling dizzy? Or am I just wallowing in my own laziness? Both I think.