Denial

Since I fell off the diet wagon, my IBS has been AWFUL! Bad enough that I have nearly had accidents. I take it as a blessing, because it is a constant reminder to watch what I eat.

When I go over to the 'Dark Side', I get temperary amnesia. I dont look at labels, that way I have no idea what I am eating. Seriously?! Like I dont have it all memorized! Thats the amnesia part.

Now imagine eating something that is totally not good for you...imagine having to run to the bathroom...

Its easy to live in denial, but not when your on the toilet.

This is so frustrating! September 15, 2013 174.0

At the beginning of the week I weighed in at 172. Now I weigh 174. I know I did not gain it back, because I have been following my diet. I figure it is water weight that I originally lost, or water weight that I gained back. Oh and lets not forget that I have not gone to the 'bathroom' in a bit.

Before I started my diet my IBS leaned towards diarrhea. Now I dont go. Never a happy medium.

I bought some new underwear. I got some boy shorts...uh...I am not too happy with the fit. I also bought some of the same kind that I already had. I bought them in large, and they are still too big! Hehehehe! I dont have enough money to get more this week, but next week...MEDIUM!


P.s.  Just to keep things in perspective...I looked where I was last month at this date and I weighed 179 and the next day I gained 3 lbs! I still weigh 5 lbs less than last month!