Doing better!

A little update:

I am back on track, which is awesome!
The Biggest Loser competition is going great!
I have started walking again!
I am drinking Green Smoothies...and wow! Where have they been all my life?!

Ugh!

Well things are not going great diet wise. Ugh!

Its one faltering step after another. I know I will get it in the end, its getting there that is soo hard.

Ugh...

So I started a Biggest Loser competition at work. I am very competitive person, so I plan to use that as a motivational tool. My hope is that this will help more than just me.

It should be interesting to say the least.

Denial

Since I fell off the diet wagon, my IBS has been AWFUL! Bad enough that I have nearly had accidents. I take it as a blessing, because it is a constant reminder to watch what I eat.

When I go over to the 'Dark Side', I get temperary amnesia. I dont look at labels, that way I have no idea what I am eating. Seriously?! Like I dont have it all memorized! Thats the amnesia part.

Now imagine eating something that is totally not good for you...imagine having to run to the bathroom...

Its easy to live in denial, but not when your on the toilet.

Reward tattoos!

Holy crap!

I totally forgot to write that I got some tattoos last week!!!!

I am going to wait until they heal a bit before I post pics.

Today is the day!

I weighed in yesterday at 177 which made more sense then 174. I have not weighed myself yet today, but it should be around the same.

This past week, I have been slowly dipping back into my 'diet'. I measure and calculate. Not enough to lose, just maintain.

Today is the day though, that I am jumpin' in!